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I am wondering if this is still an open forum. I have noticed such old posts. I will write this anyway as I can not stand another day of this screaming noise in both ears 24 hours of every single day for over 3 years. never stops. Even with 4 Ativan it never even lessens. I do know it is worse lately. It is worse when I lay down. Not because it is quiet, but just because it gets worse. A screeching whooooo sound to go along with the 3 or 4 others.
My family is done with it. The doctors don't care or have laughed and say, oh how bad can it be?
It is bad, it is horrid. What did I do, what started this, how do I go on every single day alone with this noise because I can't mention it to anyone. My Primary doctor actually laughed.
Life is so precious, I will go on. I will be addicted to anything that will lessen this horrible noise tht actually hurts my hears. I can not use my arms without it getting worse, lift, pull, push, swim, that's out of my life now too. Picking up my grandchildren. Not anymore. I am not old. I have my hearing.
I'm tired of these idiot doctors, they keep me going and ignore me when I got there. I have honestly been to every single doctor that my insurance will allow. I have one more and that is an orthopedic dr. I go on Wednesday. He will laugh. he will say, what can I do. Why are you here?
I never get used to feeling like a fool. Thanks to whom ever may read this. It is good to write this down. I can not "learn to live with it" why should I? Maskers don't help at all. I have heard it over a jet engine, so masking is not an option. Is there an option?????
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