Pre occupation And in my own anxious world.. Who else?
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Just putting it out there but who else's mind is pre occupied and constantly chattering about their anxiety and "illness", including over analysing things.
id say at the moment 80% of my day I'm in my own world and find it difficult to concentrate. I can turn it down and do distracting things but very rarely am I not focused on my condition or dealing with some anxiety.
I've been here with previous relapses and know when I'm getting better as I "involuntarily" switch off and am not in my own world but have periods of complete normality even if it's for a few minutes albeit I switch back again, I do hang onto those moments and smile to myself as it's a nice feeling.
I've never asked anyone else if they experience the same?
Neil x
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gillian20097 Aspinan
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My mind doesn't have any natural normal thoughts like " what shall I make for the tea tonight",it's like that part of my brain is blocked off.
Im 6 days into a increase of meds so I don't know if that's part of it. Waiting for it to settle. All I know is I don't feel very secure or comfortable xx
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Trikkerguy Aspinan
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It's like we have a sequence of events when we get up in the morning, we all do our ritual, we all know what that is, we do the same when we are trained for a job which can be very redundant, same thing every day, only if we do it better we may get a promotion, and a raise.
Same with this anxiety, it's a ritual, we anticipate, we expect, we are conditioned. Well that ritual can be stopped, that habit can be stopped just like any other habit. Habits are hard to break, especially if we have lived with them for a long time, time is the key, I broke my habits, after a time, and started new ones, positive habits, habits that were good for me, habits that made me feel good, so, there is a beginning for good habits also, time to realize that.