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Want to press pause.
I don't want to end my life.
But I'm struggling to live it.
I want desperately for someone to swoop in and sort all the mess out, but I know nobody is coming and I know I can't sort things either.
Hate the feeling of powerlessness, just want to give in and yet I don't, I know I have others who depend upon me.
Right now I'm wide awake, alone, and crying as quietly as possible.
I just don't know how much more I can take, I speak to all the relevant health care professionals but I know there's elements of my problems they just don't understand.
Sometimes I feel they think exaggerating..
If only they could truly understand.
Worn out now.
Need a break.
Sorry for venting.
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