Question regarding the DTs
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I have been a mantinence drinker for about 5 years.
i consumed allot more in the first fw years, quit cold turkey a few times with nothing more than anxiety and the shakes.
i drink considerably less now, and the other day do to work, i was unable to have a drink for 24 hours.
i have never been so terrified in my life, i was hearing vivid clear things that were not there, extremely confused and dissoriented.
i thought bringing my consumption down would make the withdrawl allot easier. is this normal?
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RHGB bryan25316
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You can call yourself a maintenance drinker, whatever that is, but it isn't a light to moderate drinker. You are a regular heavy daily drinker, whether you wish to call yourself that are not.
You were and certainly are alcohol dependent, you now see what happens when you don't have your daily supply of alcohol. That fact that you used to get the shakes an anxiety years ago, means you were struggling to detox yourself back then.
You certainly have been drinking for longer than 5 years and it would help if you said how many years and how much daily, an honest figure, none of this stuff you tell the doctor where you give him half the real figure.
The reason it is worse is because you have repeatedly come off alcohol whilst dependent and that makes it worse for a lot of people.
I can't post links, but Google alcohol withdrawal kindling, kindling is the process that makes it harder for you each time.
Alcohol has changed your neural pathways and your central vervous system, hence the shakes and anxiety. You need to cut down, have some days where you don't drink at all. However, do not have another day without drinking as is. Even if you are staying away with work and nobody goes to the bar, take a couple of cans with you, so you can drink them in the room, if for no other reason than to keep alcohol in your system.
If you plan to detox, take a break, go see your GP and try and persuade him to prescribe some diazepam, that will stop the cold turkey symptoms.
vickylou RHGB
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I am going to Spain on Saturday for a week, and will be having a few beers and cava. Your post explains why, after a great holiday, the week after, once home, I go on a binge sometimes.
i don't drink excessively when away, couple of beers at lunch, sangria late afternoon, vt before dinner and wine with meal.
Have I got this AWK, or just post holiday blues. I've certainly never had all those horrific things, voices, hallucinations etc. A friend on this forum (well I say friend, but don't know each other yet lol) described having the same experiences as Bryan, very scary
vickylou
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RHGB vickylou
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It sounds more like ADE, Alcohol Depravation Effect. than kindling, kindling is the fact that detox becomes harder and harder the more times you do it. First time it is not so bad, after half a dozen times your body won't let go of alcohol so easily.
ADE is the following, taken from another forum, but moderation is getting so tight here, so I can't give them a mention.
'This means that the more an alcoholic is deprived of alcohol the
more he craves it. When they finally succumb to the craving it is usually
accompanied by drinking in a dangerous binge-like manner - this is when accidents and fatalities are likely to occur.
An alcoholic may consciously not want to drink but the wiring or mechanism (known as the opiodergic system in the brain) driving the addiction takes over and relapses. This happens to
about 85 % of all alcoholics who attempt to abstain. Their intentions are
good and at first the conscious will to abstain may keep them dry. However as time moves on the craving increases and the flood-gates open for the majority: they slip off the wagon.'
It means by abstaining for a short while, your system builds up a want for alcohol, a real driving thirst. Then by going on holiday, you're opening the flood gates and the brain/body does not want it to stop, so it holds on slightly tighter by its finger nails.
Every time you repeat the process, alccohol digs in ever harder and refuses to let go that little bit more. it's repetitive training. The only thing to do, once you have been hardened by alcohol over the years, is to find a balance and try and not go hi - lo.
Well, you're starting to think about your next holiday and I have my appointment with the gastro at the hospital tomorrow afternoon, very similar - not.
ADEfree vickylou
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vickylou ADEfree
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vickylou RHGB
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you know far more than these 'key workers' in alcohol services. No way am I going back to any of them again.
good luck with your appointment tomorrow. Is that to do with ascities?
RHGB vickylou
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I asked my GP to for this referral, I should not have had to do that, it should have automatically been done. There are so many things that should have been followed up by now. From simple things like, it will be two years next month since I was released from hospital and I am still taking the same eight medications daily. I can't believe that I still need to take vit B compound, thiamine and folic acid, but if I don't speak up, I'll end up taking them for years.
To more complicated things, like I should have a liver scan every six months (ultrasound), OGD (camera down the throat) to check oesophegeal varices for bleeding etc. and suspected haemochromoatosis which should be treated not just ignored. I could go on. And that is just on the alcohol side, their is the stroke/neuro side of things and some other things, and they also are not being deallt with.
So instead of waiting for things to (not) happen, I am now in the driving seat and pushing them. As always I have everything documented and evidence to back up all questions, so when they say, 'oh don't worry about that' - I go, 'well it says here in my hospital patient notes, that I am at risk and it is imperative that it is monitored on a six monthly basis' and then follow that up with 'of course if you disagree, I'll write to the consultant at the hospital and ask him if he has made a mistake and it wasn't so important'.
At that point, their face is usually a picture, with the thought of me writing to a consultant saying you must have got it all wrong because this consultant says so. I don't like doing things like that, but sometimes you meet the same sort of brick wall mentality that you do with alcohol recovery centres and it is the only language they understand.
I suspect I am going to be there between one and two hours and that is a long time with a hospital consultant.
vickylou RHGB
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They obviously realise something is amiss, hence you being allocated so much time.
please do a full report after your appointment, and I hope you get some answers and explanations. Good luck
RHGB vickylou
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I only have to read the letters between departments about me. The junior person 'advises' of something, the senior person 'requests' something to be done. Oh so subtle, but it is definetly there.
But I've worked in middle management for years and I am used to dealing with people like this, they are all just doctors to me, some good ones and some bad ones, I hold them in no awe.
Many years in management, many years honing the skills and so many senior training courses.
I will of course give you an update after the meeting.
vickylou RHGB
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i used to have to hold the phone for one as he didn't like the idea of germs. Another tried to hand me his apple core to put in the bin. That I did refuse by laughing and asking 'what his last slave died off?)'
your update will no doubt brighten up my otherwise dull day
Joanna-SMUKLtd ADEfree
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And we also have reports of it being handed over the counter in South France.
ADEfree Joanna-SMUKLtd
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And we also have reports of it being handed over the counter in South France."
This is great news!
vickylou ADEfree
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It would be cheaper to go to France on a day trip, stock up and come home with the medication that we're denied in the UK!
ADEfree vickylou
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