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I've tried for sooo long to keep this anxiety under wraps as I eventually want to go into a specific career where a recent history of mental ilness would mean dismissal. I haven;t had any on record treatment for anxiety/depression in 2 years and i need to keep it that way but I can't get over this anxiety with certain things.
I had managed to keep a job for nearly 2 years, I didnt enjoy it mostly but enjoyed it other days, I then found a new job but it involved till work which caused me even more anxiety so I quit. I've been unemployed for 3 weeks now & I'm not in a position to quit as I have rent/bills/car etc I asked my old boss could I come back and he said no..
I don't know what to do, everything has became too hard to handle and I don't know where to go from now. I've got a potential new job but its only temporary and means till(cash register) work. I have the maths version of dyslexia so I find it IMPOSSIBLE working on tills hence why i quit my most recent job.
Anxiety is RUINING my life but i cant seek help because of the future career plans. My last longterm job was night-shift which meant no tills-no customers and I'm terrifed because now I have to go back to day time working with customers. Ive refreshed the job page literally 1000 times over the past few weeks and trying to apply for anything that DOSENT involve cash registers.
I went for another interview but now I don't know if I want the job because I'll have to be till trained and cover breaks in a busy store.
I didnt know where else to come so I came here.
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