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For a couple of weeks I have actualy realised that the job I do (Waitress) is just to physical for me plus I am still having seizures not as many but not medicated yet go to see Nuro soon. I recently went back to work after being sighned off for around 3 months. I had a seizure Thursday night day off Fri so worked out well then I had one the morning before my shift so my husband phoned in for me as I wanted to go in, didnt want to loose money. I am feeling a little fed up today I know its not my fault and I shouldnt feel guilty about letting my family down but between you and me i kind of do I think its natural for me to feel like this. My family want me to give up my job and let my body rest, I am 42 but deep down I know they are right. I enjoy my job just not the after effects. plus my boss has been watching me like a hawk and knows i struggle she is sooo nice, at the same time i understand her concerns about my seizures in the work place. I worry I wont get another job thats easier, nice little shop job would suit me. Oh What to do??????. My Aunt has sugested disabilaty or what ever its called now just for a year so I can sort my body out but is Fibro and seizures even recognised or taken into account I am not sure. Great to get my thoughts out to you all as I know you get it. I know what will be best for me, I do alot of self help and remain positive well up until now ha ha but the thought of not being able to earn scares me a little and if i do leave my job whos to say another employer would take me on questions questions. right got it out my system. Thanks for reading my rambling thoughts. any suggestions or experiences be much appreciated. big hugs xxxx
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