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I posted not so long ago I think I said I was on week 5? But apparently I'm only coming up to week 4.. Feels like a lot longer! Basically I I've been really sick with the flu for the past week so I haven't really been doing too much because I've been trying to get better. My anxiety is actually so bad at the moment. I literally worry about anything and everything 24/7. On top of that I'm feeling really depressed-like really depressed. I'm having suicidal thoughts, feeling like I'm not really here and feeling really out of it. I really don't want to take my pills right now because I'm thinking that there going to make me go like crazy.. Im on 40mg I think ? I take two of the pills. I started reading about how anti depressants make you more depressed and more anxious last night and I've been really terrified ever since. I get that it's early stages but at this point I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.. I cry all the time, stressed out, I don't want to do anything or go anywhere. I really don't think I should take fluxoteine anymore if it's going to make me feel like this this is the worse I've ever felt.
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