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I have just moved somewhere new so I don't know if this is making things worse.
I lie in bed all day doing nothing and lie awake all night. I have a few job interviews lined up and I have no idea what I want to do with my life as I no longer want a future at all. The thought of spending all day in a dull, prospectless miserable job is horrible.
Also, my dog is being put down today or tomorrow - I know that may seem silly but he is the only thing that keeps me going, the only thing I can cuddle up with and feel ok. I hate physical contact with people after the attack so he is all I really have to spend time with and cuddle up to.
I tried to organise counselling, but they didn't get back to me to confirm a date and I don't see my GP for another two weeks.
Would love to just curl up in bed, go to sleep and not worry about waking up
Hope you're all having a better time,
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