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Really struggling again

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Jonesy77
Jonesy77

After being well for months, I've now gone totally downhill again. I'm now on 40mg of Citalopram, 45mg of Mirtazipine and a mood stabilizer and feel like I'm a lost cause. I want my life to be over and can't stop crying and worrying I'll never get better. People keep telling me it's hard for everyone right now but I was fine right until the end of September. I could feel myself going downhill and it didn't matter what I did. I'm forcing myself to go for a walk and do my yoga every day but really I just want to curl up in a ball. I dont even know what I want people to say. I just can't anymore.

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  • red1234
    red1234 Jonesy77

    Posted

    i also had been doing well leading upto christmas and have now gone totally down hill and having lots of anxious thoughts again! its gutting as i really thought i d turned a corner! I can only think that leading up to xmas my mind was occupied with decorating, cooking, buying and wrapping gifts but now especailly with a new lock down i m feeling very low and anxious! none of what i ve said will help you, i m sorry, but you are nt alone. its very tough times at the moment!

    • Jonesy77
      Jonesy77 red1234

      Posted

      I'm sorry to hear you're struggling too. You might be right about being kept busy was helping you. My husband is still working from home and it's nice to have him here for reassurance but he's very busy and I feel guilty for keeping on disturbing him with my tears and worrying.

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