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i am a 24 year old girl. I have previously been medicated for depression with duloxetine. Recently my depression has came back but a lot worse. I am struggling every day to cope with general things. It is having a bad effect on my relationship as I am constantly doubting my partner. At work I struggle to concentrate as I am just always in my head. Recently I have been back on duloxetine which wasn't helping this time so I have been swapped to fluoxetine in the past few days. I feel horrendous right now, my anxiety levels are through the roof, i feel like every one hates me :-( . I am having horrible dreams at night which are so vivid they almost seem real. There just seems to be no end to this horrible dark spell. I am waiting to be referred to speak to a councillor and don't know how long this will take but at the moment I really can't see it through till the next day. Can someone please help I genuinely feel that no one understands, my boyfriend doesn't really no how hard it is and for as much as I've tried to explain I don't think he understands depression. I'm only young and I know this isn't the real me and I just want to be me again :-(
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