Really struggling to cope with depression and anxiety
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Hi
never done anything like this before so here goes....
i am a 24 year old girl. I have previously been medicated for depression with duloxetine. Recently my depression has came back but a lot worse. I am struggling every day to cope with general things. It is having a bad effect on my relationship as I am constantly doubting my partner. At work I struggle to concentrate as I am just always in my head. Recently I have been back on duloxetine which wasn't helping this time so I have been swapped to fluoxetine in the past few days. I feel horrendous right now, my anxiety levels are through the roof, i feel like every one hates me :-( . I am having horrible dreams at night which are so vivid they almost seem real. There just seems to be no end to this horrible dark spell. I am waiting to be referred to speak to a councillor and don't know how long this will take but at the moment I really can't see it through till the next day. Can someone please help I genuinely feel that no one understands, my boyfriend doesn't really no how hard it is and for as much as I've tried to explain I don't think he understands depression. I'm only young and I know this isn't the real me and I just want to be me again :-(
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ian88610 rocky1990
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rocky1990 ian88610
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Its strange because I have spells where I feel like myself again and very chirpy and cheery but then the dark spells kick in again and everything is just grey again.
Its like I'm on my own roller coaster (minus the fun of it)
richard89308 rocky1990
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Richard
ian88610 rocky1990
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Pctom rocky1990
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rocky1990 Pctom
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Its tough but means that your getting all your problems out in the open to someone then venting them so that when your with your girlfriend you can maybe discuss normal things as you've already managed to get stuff of your chest prior to that.
That's what I'm trying to do just now.
leslie87542 rocky1990
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I've been suffering from depression for nearly five years now and I've been keeping it hidden from everyone even my wife she knows now but it's too late I've pushed her too far with the ways I've been treating her she thinks I never listen to her .I'm not happy with her I'm angry all the time I can't make decisions I do things and can't explain why I did it. Now she has left me forget about for in sickness and in health I've hit rock bottom to the point I'm lying here with a bottle of rum and quite a few boxes of tablets in front of me if only my wife would understand
joel49760 leslie87542
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I'm new to this but from what you've wrote I'm concerned about your well being. If you need a face to speak to please message me as your not alone. I've been battling depression for years. I have a family also and can relate to how you feel. Keep pushing through. Hope to hear how you are. Thanks
leslie87542 rocky1990
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belinda38019 rocky1990
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Thanks for sharing, I too suffer from anxiety. Sometimes it get so bad I can't sleep, my legs feel so heavy I don't want to walk, my stomach gets upset, I'm twice your age and I completely understand how you feel. I pray a lot and I talk to my husband when it seems to be out of control.