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sorry for this but needed to say something - get it out of my head.
the cut I had stitched up a few weeks ago has re-opened. the stitches were taken out after 10 days and the bit that hadn't totally healed had steri-strips put on it. Over the last day I have become aware that it has not healed. My intention was to put more steri-strips on it (the ones I put on earlier are all bloodied now) but although I have the first aid stuff on my bed I have found myself getting scalpel blades out and wanting to re-open the whole thing and make it worse.
why am I so messed up???? :cry: :oops: I just want to be free of this. Silly thing is I know in the short term re-opening it will make me feel better. Scared I will just keep going though.
sorry again for not the nicest of posts but had to tell someone - don't want to wake anyone up - they must be fed up with me always ringing for nothing but support.
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