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I am feeling very discouraged. Last night was the first time I have ever seen a psychiatrist and after walking through everything that has been going on since November 2015 I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder.. I just started taking wellbutrin.. which I am terrified to take any medications at all.
I feel very scared and this all started after I was put on sleeping medications Temazepam then Ambien in October 2015. I was on Temazepam for almost two weeks and started to get really anxious and depressed so I stopped taking it. The nurse I was seeing then put me on Ambien and I was on it for about 5 weeks. One day I woke up and I felt absolutely nothing.. AT ALL.
I dont feel love I dont feel happiness or sadness. NOTHING. Everything is so flat and empty.I went form being so over happy and so overjoyed I just got married in September 2015 to the love of my life who is truly my greatest gift. Seriously I was the happiest I have ever been.
I feel nothing I went from being so in love and so happy to feeling none of those feelings.
WHAT THE HELL HAS HAPPENED TO ME??
am I alone feeling this way. I feel so crazy and I am so afraid I will never be my old loving happy self again.
Please anyone who has more of an idea about this.. I need you and your responses. I am seriously struggling.
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