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Hi everyone, Ive come to the place where i feel safe and I can be myself. I have been sober for 3 months now, after final exams in school (studying Psychology) I went on a friends trip, and alcohol was flowing and I relapsed again. I think I have been drinking now for 5 days, currently I am drunk but not crazy drunk just enough to keep the withdrawl symptoms at bay. I dont want to drink but I dont want to feel sick. My boyfriend will get me some beers to get my at bay. I have taken one Xanax, I have valium, I just want this bad feeling to go away. I feel like throwing up but nothing comes out. I honestly just want to die right now. Please anyone can help me and tell me what do do. Thank you, you are the only ones I trust. Xx
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