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Im hoping someone can help me.. i guess ive repressed a sexual assult from childhood and my teenage years..i suffer from bipolar and depression being treated with medication. Last year i had a break down and started having flash backs.. remembered that my cousin had sexually assulted me when i was about 5 or 6. We were in the basement playing and he started doing things.. then when i was 14 my boyfriend at the time was in jail so his best friend was supoosed to take me to see him.. he told me he had to run home and get hjs wallet and i has to use the restroom so i ran inside with him. I went in and used the restroom and when i walked out of the bathroom he threw me on the bed and startes tearing my clothes off.. i cried and begged him not to do it. The only way i got him to stop qas to tell him that i would tell my boyfriend but it wasnt before he penetrated me..i pushed all of this away. I didnt remember any of it until this break down.. had anyone else experince this kind of repression? Is it even possible?? It is really messing with me.. i keep remembering more and more the more depressed i get.. i remember the smell of the rooms little details. Can anyone help me?
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