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I was on citalopram 10mg for pnd around 2 years ago, weaned off about 3 months ago. everything came crashing down again a few weeks ago, where I was constantly on edge, not able to relax and not eating. i restarted on 10mg 21 days ago, with a 20mg increase on day 17 after suicidal thoughts. I just cannot see myself getting better, I have no desire to eat and when i try to eat i sometimes vomit which makes me anxious as I'm terrified of getting an eating disorder or never eating properly again. I can't stop thinking about the lack of food even on days when I'm managing bits of toast etc I'm waking up so hungry and nauseous. I have a child to look after too and finding this so much harder than the 1st time. I have no motivation whatsoever and am finding it hard to see the light atm. I just want to enjoy life again. please can someone reassure me that this can get better?
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