Retrogade ejaculation

I made the worst mistake of my life. I listened to my GP. i always been very horny guy then one day i wasn't so horny n had little libido n energy. I called my Gp and told her my situation and she suggested i was depressed. first time i even considered that i could ever be depressed. I mean i have had some trauma in my past like divorce n my sister dying in the space of a few months but i never actually felt depressed. i didn't like my ex wife so much so i wasn't depressed about it.

i was drinking a bit at the time as i couldn't understand why i wasn't feeling horny n my erections were not as constant.

Anyway she said i should take some medication which i refused at first but she said trust me i am a professional those where her exact words and she said i promise you will feel much better. I was so weak and desperate that i gave in and said ok. she prescribed me sertraline.

My problem went from 10 to a hundred real quick. the drug almost killed me i ended up in hospital confused and sweating like a pig. i was always crying and couldn't explain why i took it for about 2 weeks and then realised i had no libido nothing no erection n had a hard lumpy penis shaft even when flaccid, i called her and it was at this point she told me the drug can cause such side effect. Till today i still think why me? why would she give me a drug that cause such sexual dysfunction when the reason i came to her in the first place was sexual dysfunction. on top of that when i do manage to get erect it feels so weak n when i cum almost nothing comes out something i think is retrogade ejaculation.

She basically castrated me. its been almost three months now and still no real sign of improvement i mean my erection are a bit firmer now but still not enough semen n my ejaculation also is a bit stronger but the semen thing freaks me out and am worried i will never have children i am only 34 years old.

I want to sue her for doing this to me. i pray everyday that i dont have this pssd stuff i keep reading about and it scares me. i lost everything, my job, my girlfriend n now my future. all because i wasn't strong enough to just let nature heal me (there was nothing wrong with me to begin with) i done all the test n its all good.

She gave me a drug i never needed n the reason i had that reaction where i was acting crazy was because it overloaded the serotonin in my system as i already had enough i was never depressed.

I feel i let my family down my poor mum n my dad n my brothers who may never see me carry my own child. i feel so hopeless if i wasn't depressed then i certainly am now.

I keep reading the ejaculation thing will return to normal once am off the meds, i mean i only took it for max three weeks (that's a stretch i think its like 16 days) and its been almost three months and no real improvement.

I am so scared and worry so much am drowning in despair. i don't want to die i want to live and enjoy life but what kind of life can i have if this does not resolve.

Its not looking good for me. i feel i am doomed.

God help me.

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