rocd
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hello, i have had ROCD for years now. i am currently engaged and me and my fiance gor into an arguement. he didnt speak to me for days and booked a trip to california without telling me. This was the last straw for me and i was like i am done. when he reaches back out i am telling him i cant do this anymore. one day i was kidding with my sister and was like im just gonna get a sugar daddy and never date. i went on a website and signed up for one and that was it. i never went back on and honestly did not have intentions of even using it. i was just mad at the time and i guess it was the only thing i can control. i deleted it but now i have guilt and i feel like i should confess to him now that we are working on things and he is bettering himself. i dont know what to do. i feel like i should just let it go but my ocd and anxiety is like forcing me to confess
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