Rock bottom
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Feeling immensely crap for too long!
Hate life and everthing to the point where for years i dont want to wake up and hate it when i do.
I see no good in this world at all, nothing i can do or enjoy, no way of earning comfortable money and no one and most possibly no chance of anyone to share life with.
Of course i have tried to stay positive and taken all the meds doctors have given me but, why oh why cant i just be given a tablet to end this? If i cant get better and only suffer all my life whats the point?
I want so badly to go i really do, after all whats the harm no one will even notice i have gone. I am nothing to this world and it is nothing to me.
Why are we forced to be here, does it not mean we are slaves?
Sorry I'm just lost..
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tina89895 michael15793
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I wish I could say comforting words to you to make life just that tiny bit better.
The staying positive just takes so much energy doesn't it, especially when you feel as if you are going backwards. I keep asking that question keep taking the meds, try and be positive try and do all the things that people suggest that are suppose to make you feel better but it doesn't so what is the point?
But Michael you will be missed by me and I'm sure by other people on here.
As you said to me once when i was very lost, feeling abandoned and no one cares that you had hope for both of us. So please keep going as I hung on to that hope.
Hugs Tinax
lauren98581 michael15793
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celtics michael15793
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mami5 michael15793
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Mick48 michael15793
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If you love your self don't worry about the world stay in live for your self be iteligent my consolor told me you to intelegent to kill your self is rith!
patricia44773 michael15793
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Can you honestly tell me that is there is absolutely nobody who would miss you or grieve for you if you died? If that is the case I am so sorry for you and I can fully understand why you feel as you do.
My heart aches for you, it really does. Have you tried everything that the doctor has to offer? I just feel that you aren't yet giving up, not quite. Please, please try a little longer, just to be sure that you would be doing the right thing by giving up on the gift of life we have been given. This is your one and only shot at it Michael, be sure before you end it.
I will keep you in my thoughts.
Pat
lisalisa67 michael15793
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