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2016 has been one of the worst years of my life ! Mum passed away 29th March
Because a hospital gave her a drug they Knew she had a serious allergy to!
November 16th my Dad passed away, As per norm he went the way he would have
wantedA glass of Vodka TV on laying on the sofa,yet completely different to how
He lived ,he died peacefully !
I still try to get out but still find it very difficult! Panic attacks are worse,
I sometimes sit here thinking "perhaps tonight it'll be my turn"almost wishing
for death.Yet i don't want to die? I have to look after my Mary and my Parrot freinds
I sat at home on Christmas alone I know this sounds daft I was angry that the
great escape was not on! I really miss my family yet they don't appear to miss me!
I have an appointment at last for pain management 24th January.
I know 2017 can't get anywhere near as bad as 2016 but I will wait and see
Sorry for not being very positive but have to say it as it appears to me!
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