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I'm a 17 year old boy battered with an array of problems and it's tearing me apart and I just can't cope with it anymore, first of all I have huge rows with my mum because I find it almost impossible to get out of bed on a morning for college, even though I have 4 alarms and don't hear them at all, these rows have lead to her threatening me to be kicked out from the house and my college get very infuriated by this but nobody listens when I tell them I'm not lazy and I tell them that I think I have a problem hence why I haven't been to see a doctor because I feel that they'll just treat me the same way. Another thing is that I'm seriously lacking in concentration in college lessons and in doing homework, my mind drifts off constantly and it's hard to focus for more than 1 minute without drifting off which means I learn next to nothing which means my grades will be rubbish and I'll get punished my my mum and dad for it and won't have a very good life. Another thing is that I cannot look forward to something or enjoy anything as much as I used to, I find very little or no pleasure in things that I used to love doing and find myself looking forward to nothing even though events that should be exciting are coming up, tomorrow I'm going on a holiday with my family, I couldn't care less and I now sound ungreatful and horrible but I wish I could look forward to it and thoroughly enjoy it but I just can't do it please help me someone :-(
(I would just like to add that I am in no way suicidal and would not self harm)
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