Scared

ok, this is strange to talk about as I have only just turned 23 and am a mother.. For ages, I felt like something was wrong, I kept trying to talk to my doctor to tell them I fell like somethings off.. They kept shutting me down.. Finally I went back months later and I told them that I know something is wrong and I think I know what it is. I had them look again and they sent me to the hospital. It turns out that I have a bad case of LS and make me quit scared from it. Now I am terrified of all the possibilities. I have to see my doctor and hospital every six months to a year. I have about two people that know what is going on with me but as they don't have it, they don't really understand it and try not to talk about it. I just feel like I need to talk to people that know about it and don't try and brush it off when I feel like I need to speak. This is the first time that iv really gone into this, not even my parents or siblings know. Little scared to finally know others point on it that actually know what I'm talking about and understand the effects xx

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