Scared of living
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I used to be a creative, loving, happy and excitable person. Now I wake up with an overwhelming fear and I'm terrified of the day ahead, all my energy and hope has disappeared. I can't eat, I can't enjoy anything I can't work, I feel like my life has been taken away from me and I'm so scared I'll never get it back, I'm so scared of having to live with this forever. My family are so supportive and so is my boyfriend of two years he has been so understanding but I feel like I can't even love him any more and that we won't have a future because I have no future. I'm 24 and have been taking 10mg of citolopram for about 5 weeks.... Will this go away?
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I have had both anxiety attacks and agoraphobia, I took Seroxat for years. I have come through this and should be feeling really ill at the moment with the husband running off away from us all but I'm doing really well. It affects so many people, I used to think why me? I'd always been so confident but blips in life do happen and as a result of what I experienced I was able to see my husband was having anxiety attacks. How you feel is normal, when you feel like you do all you can focus on is your own survival. I know I wanted someone to hit me on the head when I was at my worst, I even flagged an ambulance down and made them take me to A & E but I laugh about that now. I know anxiety is very frightening but if you can analyse the trigger it may help. I got to a stage where I thought I take control and live my life or I let the panic attacks rule my life. I analysed them they mae me feel awful but I didn't die from an Asthma attack, hearat attack or anything else they were just unpleasant when I got that straight in my head they slowly dissappeared. People are here and will support you on this site. Take care J