Scared to start taking Venlafaxine 37.5
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Hi all,
I'm not sure that I have the room here to list all the problems and issues I am facing right now in massive detail but my main problems are a general feeling of unwell constantly due to awful fatigue/headaches (which are all the time) and feeling flat and every day being the same - I am just not getting anywhere with my life, vastly unhappy with how life has become and just spend all day on my laptop. I had an underactive thyroid from 2011 and I've had thyroid cancer twice (2015) so that's been removed and all in all I just feel like a zombie daily, I've started to get bad joint aches and pains in my right hip and my feet, I have severe hand washing OCD, I have anxiety all the time about my health (and socially but not as bad) and feel like I am not living, but I am also too scared to try anything that may help! Which is a bit of a problem, because as my counsellor says, if I don't try them how will I ever know?!
Anyway my Doctor at the hospital who I see on a monthly basis about all these pains (basically a pain management clinic but seems to have an element of psychiatry about it) has recommended I try Venlafaxine, the smallest dosage apparently, 37.5mg to take at night.
But I am too scared.
I have spent time in the sessions saying how I have tried many anti-depressants since 2011 when the fatigue started, but in recent years, any I do try seem to give me awful side-effects and I end up not being able to continue. But I have never tried Venlafaxine before, and I am scared to start taking it - I've had the tablets for 2 weeks and my next review at the hospital is mid-May, so I feel if I don't try them then the hospital may see these appointments as a waste of their time. I just don't know how to get out of the cycle of worrying about side-effects (for example, Duloxetine made me feel like I was off my head in 2014, and Mirtazipine in 2017 was a complete NO even after 2 days!)
Can anyone put my mind at ease about starting a new anti-depressant? The main issue is I feel awful day in, day out as it is - exhausted, headaches, no energy - I guess I'm just scared that an anti-depressant/anxiety drug could make me worse.
Thanks for any feedback
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