Scared to take medication for anxiety
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Hi guys. This is my very first time in a forum as I have read them numerous times but have never written myself. I feel like it's time. As I have many questions.... i am 22 years old, female, and I have been against medication for as long as I can remember even though my anxiety has been progressively getting worse. I'm thinking it's time to try something out and experience what it's like on the other side of the fence because I'm forgetting what a normal calm life actually feels like. As an outgoing individual with a passion for public speaking this has been extremely debilitating for my identity, trust in myself, and self worth. I am starting to truly hate myself. So to be frank I have been told recently by many people about ciprolex including my therapist and have heard mixed reviews. I just want something to lower my symptoms in order to truly get better. My therapist says it's like a cold, in which symptoms are lowered in order to treat the root of the problem. Is this true? If anyone has some insight. Please please let it out. I need guidance more than ever as I am so fearful of myself and of my life. It breaks my heart.
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gina01020 Regmoti
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Hi there,
It's always hard to except medication when you haven't needed it before.. Not sure if it's because it's a mental health thing or what...I had it explained to me as this, if you had high blood pressure, you would take medication to bring it down without thinking twice. This is the same thing, you have a problem that needs attention so possibly, you need medication..
Ive had Anxiety my whole life and then had a couple of nervous breakdowns followed by the onset of panic attacks.. I tried to deal with it on my own until I had to get help.. I felt so embarrassed taking medication for it at first..didn't tell anyone.. when I got the right medication, it felt like the weight I'd been carrying around my whole life, I was nearly 40, was lifted off my shoulders and I'd look at other people and think, this must be what normal people feel like..lol..
I have been on a few different AD medications but started on Escitalapam in Jan this year..it definitely helps with anxiety and worrying. I'm only on 10mg... I have found it different than the other AD a i've been on before...it seems to be popular too... If I could live without taking medication, I would do that in a heart beat but life with panic attacks and constant anxiety was crippling.. I also know there are many things I could do but couldn't because of my anxiety..it was so frustrating..
Only you can decide what to do but if you choose to try Escitalapam, I would try a low dose first and see if it helps. All the ADs are different and while some are good for one, another person doesn't like it .. and vice versa.
Definately treat the root of the problem if you can too...in my case, I don't make enough seratonin so although cognitive behaviour therapy definately helps, it doesn't stop it.
I also think, from experience, it's better to get help before you get to the point of a nervous breakdown.. you can always decide to stop if you want to..
I hope this helps in some small way...this forum can be very helpful 😊
Regmoti gina01020
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Yes I completely agree with you, your body chemistry has so much to do with it. We have the cards we are dealt with scientifically and we do what we can. I just feel like triggers to those elements used to lay dormant, and unfortunate circumstances brought them to life. I just wish there was a cure. A natural way to completely rid of it. And I know there are methods but, when it's a feeling you cannot specifically identity it almost feels like it's just apart of you. Controlling everything.... I am so ready to see the other side of the fence. "Normal" I don't think is the word for it because really what is normal? I more so just don't want to live in fear of myself any longer. To trust that who I am is right and okay. To live up to my potential in life while I am on this planet. It feels so amazing to know that these responses from you have come so quick and so in depth. I'm not alone. Thank you for reminding me of that. We are the special ones I believe that. We just need to harness our madness into that energy the world needs. I truly hope the right medication can help the process.
Regmoti
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I sometimes feel this is a flaw in society more than in us, along with all the people in the world who experience this. The world is not designed to relieve mental illness. So it seems, it is creating more and more darkness and disaster in people everyday. I wish there was a positive way to harness the darkess and turn it into a positive force to be reckoned with... and to connect people with. Wouldn't that be something
boggers Regmoti
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Hi there! I'm a 23 yo female who has been trying to fix her panic attacks for over a year now. From the panic came 24/7 anxiety. New to feeling anxiety all the time, but truly it was there from the beginning.
As everyone has said, yes of course each med and treatment is different per person. I would suggest if there are certain things you have anxiety over, such as a fear or phobia, or certain place or situation, try looking into hypnotherapy. You're already seeing a therapist which I think is a good step and yes, medication may be involved if anxiety is messing with your daily life now. But I got into hypnotherapy (after trying weekly acupuncture and daily yoga and medications) and it is helping me so far nail down the specifics and diminishing the fears and anxieties related to those. I hope this helps. Feel free to reach out to me whenever.. I'm here for you! It's quite a journey being us isn't it!
gina01020 boggers
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Hi Boggers,
I had Hypno years ago and found it helpful although at the time I couldn't afford to keep going..I wasn't working and it was $60 a session so that was it.. it at least gave me a way to calm down as I'd never felt calm before. Always had anxiety and worry..
About a year ago I tried it again with someone else as we'd moved. I had one session and after that I was in mass panic for weeks.. it was a totally different experience than the first time.
I think Hypno can help, but beware of the type of Hypno your are getting..this new lady took me back to clean out the " mess in my cupboards" and sweep it clean... It seemed to make me far worse and my phobias etc worse too.
And yes..it is a hell of a journey at times