Scary thoughts about growing up,death of loved ones
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Hi everyone!I am a girl and I am 21. I'd to know if I suffer from anxiety or maybe it's just a crisis that will soon pass.However,every single day I wake up thinking that another day passed and we all are getting older as a result.I can't stand the idea that one day I will lose my parents.Of course no one wants it but the thing is that I can't control these scary thoughts and whenever I have fun with my parents or close people I unwillingly start to think that one day this day will be just a memory.This is so overwhelming.I can't enjoy even a moment that's why I prefer being alone.The fact that my parents are much older than the parents of my friends makes it even worse.I count days,months,try to see if they have too many wrinkles.It is so unfair to them but I can't help doing it.I love them too much but I get that this is not normal.I used to be a very calm,happy,rational girl but after graduation I don't see the girl I used to be
If you can give any advice I'd really appreciate. I don't live I just exist(
Thank you in advance.
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jim48507 sara58513
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sara58513 jim48507
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Misssy2 sara58513
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The only thing that helps me the most is taking an antidepressent.....the antidepressents change the brain chemistry and you would be amazed when the thoughts become less intrusive.
Some days now while on my antidepressent I don't think about death once....its not a complete fix....I still have these thoughts...but on the antidepressent...I am able to have some peaceful moments and the thoughts have lessened
sara58513 Misssy2
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Thank you for your reply and advice.I really appreciate it)
Misssy2 sara58513
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vanessamg sara58513
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Good luck and just know that there are always people here who can help