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Trying so hard to be motivated into doing something that I've been putting off for ages, just can't face doing it, it isn't that difficult just can't face it, I'm so pathetic useless piece of rubbish whenever I try to do something to try and help myself it goes wrong I get angry agitated up set end up going off the Richter scale with anger frustration hatred. So what is the point? I'm fed up of keep trying, crying, hurting, I'm tired. Going out for a blast in my car, music loud and see where I end up. Already spent ages on the phone to the Samaritans, still don't feel any calmer. Thanks for reading if anyone does. X
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