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Hi I was wondering if anyone has felt the same as me i started taking this med in feb of this year i was a mess and at the end of my tether and my doc suggested i try this i was dead against any meds i was to scared of the side effects and a previous bad experience with seroxat at 16 yrs old, but i decided to try these after reasurance from my then therapist and doc I am so pleased i did because they worked after just 2 weeks i felt fab i had energy i was back to the old me I lost weight and stopped my binge eating disorder i was happy and wanted to go out and tell the world i was back briming with confidence i even wanted to start exercising which is unheard of lol .... after years of suffering i realised just how bad things had got.
anyway after a month or so i stopped my meds coz i thought i was ok i took them on and off for about 3 weeks then i felt the black cloud return slowly i thought i better get back on my meds so i went back and got my 2nd then my 3 rd etc packet but every week i just got worse its like i am imune to the tablets and now i am at a stage where i can bearly get out of bed in the morning i have gone full circle i went to the docs and she wouldn't up my dose ( i am on the lowest dose think its 20mg) she just said we all have our ups and downs but i know this is more than that i feel awful feally out of it i dont even want to see my close friends and i have put loads of weight on due to mu eating disoder returning i just cry alot aswell.
i am so cross the doc didn't take me seriously i feel desperate and alone i have a 2 yr old to cope with an i just feel i cant make it through the day i wish i felt like i did earlier this year its like they gave me a taste of my old life then snatched it away life doesnt feel worth it like this. any help or advice would be great i dont know anyone who suffers like this .
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