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I haven't self harmed in around 2-3 weeks, which was an incredible achievement for me as I usually do every day. Today I had a successful job interview - albeit I am turning the job down, arranged a dr appointment, saw a friend and came home. On my arrival home for whatever reason I felt overwhelmingly low and cut my self deeper than I have before, it still doesn't feel like enough, I want to do it again but deeper even still. I hate this feeling - how on earth do you stop feeling the need to self harm, I have tried everything, the urge doesn't seem to cease for long and depsite surpressing it for a while it is now back with a vengeance and I am worried it will go further.
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