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I'm desperately in need of advice.
Just over a month ago, I moved to the other side of the world with my boyfriend. Until now, we have been completely happy together, and my mental health was never an issue (i've had bouts of depression/anxiety in the past, but it has been under control for the last 2+ years).
Since being here, I have severely deteriorated in terms of my mental health. I have been constantly paranoid and obsessive over the relationship and I have never been like this before. There was no trigger for this doubt. I'm constantly fighting with myself, trying to remember that its all in my head and that things are fine, before I collapse into a state of panic again and seek constant reassurance. I'm so exhausted.
My boyfriend has been extremely patient however I can see the stress it is starting to put on our relationship. I don't want to loose him... I love him so much.
I've registered with a doctor here but the process seems to take so much time. I'm in need of urgent help - I've started having suicidal thoughts as I'm beginning to feel hopeless and like I'll never be able to live happily again.
Has anyone else experienced anything similar? What should I do?
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