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Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I've been struggling with really bad anxiety and depression for the past two years, recently I have had to apply for extensions on my degree and work from home - which has helped to lessen the anxiety in that area.
Although, I'm a Web Designer three days a week which goes along with my course and I'm now struggling to work and I don't know what to do. I don't want to go, I just want to stay in bed and never leave. The thought of seeing my manager gives me severe anxiety, the thought of having to go to design meetings give me anxiety, the thought of giving website training or having to go out to do some photography for a school gives me anxiety. When I do something wrong at work, or annoy a customer or anything that is bad or doesn't look good on me I instantly have severe anxiety attacks. I can't breathe, and I want to quit and stay in bed. I don't know what to do.
When I feel like this it all moves really quickly and suddenly I feel really depressed, then I feel really suicidal and then I get scared.
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