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Well the last part of the scab was loose and hanging off so it came off when i was bathing area around it and i now have scars!! this is the first time its ever scarred! every other time ive just had a flat pink patch of skin which i bathed every day then when the redness had faded i used nivea lotion like always. but this time i have a raised red scar you can actually see the shapes of the blisters that were there, its left indented marks all pitted in my face! its really upsetting. even after the time i was hospitalized with it going into my eye it healed and left a pink patch which faded. this is the worst its ever been, and with the PHN on top of it all i have had enough this time. i feel like getting a knife and cutting the whole side of my face off. life isnt worth living with this it really isnt coz i know its going to come back again it could be less or more nxt time and will scar even more ontop of these scars. i look like a freak i look disgusting i feel dirty i feel worthless, im exhausted from the virus i feel like ive got the flu im not being allowed to rest or sleep im constantly up and down with other annoying heath problems i cannot go on like this, and i know people will say be strong it will get better it will get easier but for those that dont know anything about me or my life thats easy for them to say. even for those that do know me never have the time to listen or help because they have their own problems! we all have issues some more than others and we all need someone to talk to when things get really bad but its finding that one person to listen, but then again whats the point of talking when there is nothing anyone can do??
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