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Hi i am a 15 year old girl (if that helps) and i have a severe panic disorder and im very scared that i will become schizophrenic or go insane i also developed a fear of medication and drugs (ill explain right now) and i wont be able to control my thoughts. its recently gotten very bad that im scared to be alone because im scared i might start to hear things because im already dizzy and i hear ringing in my ears. im sooo fed up with this and im contemplating wether to take medication because in the past i abused percs, marijuana(which induced my first panic attack) and codeine promethezine. i loved the feeling of being high but now i am very very terrified of taking any form of drugs anymore i cant even take ibuprofen and i stopped my drug abuse and now my anxiety is to the roof that im contemplating wether to use xanax but i dont want to be dependent on it!! i hope i made anysense because im just trembling right nowjust thinking about this whole thing please dont judge me i know i did wrong choices but i insanly regret it
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