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I wish some days I could turn back the clock, I am so worried about what I revealed to 2 'friends' last night. I am trying to move out to a bigger property in order to adopt as my child or the chance to have one was snatched from me when I was raped aged 25. I know this sounds odd to put on here but it's relevant because these 2 'friends' needed to know why I'd been rejected for adoption, so I said the main thing in my past had nothing to do with what they thought I'd been rejected for but I'd been raped twice and now I feel really worried as they know my mother and she didn't cope when this happened. I have felt really sad all night because of this as if my mother finds out about this I dread to think what may happen. I am just so untrustworthy of most people. What if anything can I do to regain trust at all? Even writing this is breaking my heart. Just feel a real idiot for letting it hurt me so much. Please help don't know what else to do.
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