Skinny to fat
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I am 40 years old. I have always weighed 145 until I lost my grandmother 1 yr ago. I started taking an antidepressant and now I weigh 188. I don't feel good and I have no will power or motivation. I don't know how to dress so I don't want to go anywhere. My friends and family say they can't see the weight and I look beautiful but I see it and I'm not beautiful anymore. I use to own a room and turn heads now I gross my self out so I can only imagine what other people think. Please help!!!
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amanda35274 Saucey14
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Hi there xx i can totally relate to how u feel to fo with weght again escpec as we get older our metabolism slows & most anti depressants slap the weight on. Im a recovering bulimic abt 15 yrs since and one thing to do is find if u can some informatin on local gyms and walking each day i know when u feel bad excercuse lifts mental fisress i was inspired by someone to go for it join a gym on dun. Inm 43. Good luch xxxxx
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Hakuna_matata Saucey14
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Hey you
Ya know I wanna give you the biggest hug right now ya know beauty as you perceive it is skin deep right? What makes someone beautiful is their nature
Let me give you an example which you bring up in your story you said you use to own a room although you gross your self out now
This to me is reversed you see I've always been a chatting person friendly etc not much to look at I'm no oil painting ya know although I wasn't painted by Picasso either however women rarely took notice of me
That's going back maybe a year I started to use the gym and what made me sick was the attention I got from people thereafter I get a lot of attention from women I know what they want etc and so never fall for it it's not me they want is the fact I'm in good shape kinda a trophy if you like
I don't disageee the attention is flattering however it's also so difficult to determine what someone is really after the motive behind the attention ya know
The point I'm making is vanity doesn't not make a person beautiful and it doesn't always make people happy sometimes it makes things a lot harder
Remember this saying I live by it if I'm not good enough at my worst you don't deserve me at my best
That saying carries a good message the people that ignore you now or seem not to notice you they are superficial what you need is to remember it when you get to your goal which you will you get to make them feel as invisible as they have made you feel that's peptic justice for you
I'm not sure if you have any medical conditions or anything that effect your exercise but I was a trained chef so it you need a real good diet plan and a light exercise program inbox me and I'll help you get started and get you onto the road of recovery in a healthy way x
Thinking of you mike stay strong Hun x
amanda35274 Hakuna_matata
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Hakuna_matata amanda35274
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Haha your a different kettle of fish hahaha don't think you sucking up like this going to make your gym trip any easier hahahaha xx message you later I'll text you later xx I'm just going to hit the gym for a while gotta keep fighting fit right if I'm going to win the fight with depression at times it feels like it's useing 9 ounce gloves and I've only a 4 ounce pair lol as with any fight it's best to avoid the blows than to take them lol x
amanda35274 Hakuna_matata
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amanda35274 Hakuna_matata
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laura08496 amanda35274
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amanda, so glad you have the courage to join the gym! i envy you...i'm too insecure about my appearance. unti my mid fifties, i've had mostly a slim body...now i'm overweight and worried about other's perception of me. i know that sounds trivial. but i cant help myself being ashamed
amanda35274 laura08496
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laura08496 amanda35274
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i just replied to you..then i lost the post. i'm not the best on a laptop. bless you and your determination! you've got me thinking of doing the same. i just wish it was easier for me. i think if i had a chubby friend to keep me company...i wouldn't feel so stupid. isn't depression awful on our low self esteem? but you're fighting it. good for you!!!
amanda35274 laura08496
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laura08496 amanda35274
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amanda you helped me feel better. you really understand my feelings...thank you for that. a woman's class doesn't sound like a bad idea, i will look for one. glad you accomplished some chores around the house today. give yourself a pat on the back, you are doing better. just hang in there, and i'll pray your new meds do an awsome job. gotta give it a little more time. best wishes for you!
gary78460 Saucey14
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