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im really so tired of kyself its as if i need a break from me, actually i really do need a break from these scary thoughts. Sp tired of waking up! going to work i hat, and faking a whole life smilin to ppl idont know. Injst feel like im a stranger in this world. I know no one including myself. But i found thisnsite and i really kove it its like a shelter i can relate to you ppl, cause you really kniw what i feel.
You know I'm not lyin or jst sad, you know what depression is and you wont judge me. I thought of endin it, suiciding. I couldn't i wasnt scared its more of curious. a wat if it would get better situation. It gets dif. And smtimes better, but younreach this step where it doesn ,atter if its better or not you just dont wanna wake up and live it. Ik life is good but despite that you still pick not living. Suidice for me wpuldnt be the result of despair it would be a matter of indifference. ,aybe ive apathy, i really dont know.Its jst idont wanna go thru it anymore i need a break. To break outta the cycle. Thanks 4 reading
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