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I've been off work for a while because of anxiety/depression and a failed suicide attempt. I was feeling really down because I wasn't doing anything with myself and felt like a waste of space so I started applying for loads of jobs and have just started full time as a medical secretary today. I already want to quit I have no social skills anymore because of my anxiety and I feel like everyone thinks im useless at what I do. All I do all day is spend hours analysing things I feel like ive done wrong and thinking everybody hates me and is talking about how wierd I am. I hate being so shy because its not who I am usually im really chatty and up for a laugh. The doctor said I wasnt ready to go back to work but I ignored hrr because I will never be ready.
I dont know what to do I cant quit because everyone will think im a loser but I cant stay there because I can't take feeling like im being judged all the time.
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