Social isolation
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Hi,
well i've been suffering from existencial thoughts for quite a while now. I've not left my house since quite a while. I just feel better if I don't but at the same time i feel miserable about it. I know i should go out but if i do i completely freak out and feel derealized. The thing is that i feel like im losing touch with life. I cant do a lot of things cause nothing makes really sense to me. I feel like my life is just a chapter. I live just to get over the day. But is that possible? I'm afraid of never having the desire of friends and doing normal things again. Is it possible that my brain forgets how to live and doesnt get desires again? I feel like what humans do doesn't make sense to me anymore. I'ld be happy about somebody responding
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angelo88861 Daylystruggles
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Daylystruggles angelo88861
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Yeah i know i have depression.. sometimes i just dont realize that the things i do seem very depressive.. no i don't take meds
maria34057 Daylystruggles
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Hi ! I totally understand you!!
I 've been like this a while ...then one day decided I cannot go on like this...so I accepted the fact that I need help and I need treatment ! The medication really help me....I suddenly feel full of life ...I was enjoying everything ,I just saw the life with different eyes ,like a normal person !
And now...after few months since I finished the med...I start to fell again like s**t..one nothing makes me happy and I don t have energy for anything..just want to sleep .I m scared of the fact that I have to Depind of some pills to live my life.... but if it s the only way..I have to do it.
Did u try anything at all? Like therapy or medication?
U will have to try something ,don t just stay like this..it just doesnt t get better doing nothing ! Take care of yourself!!!
Lecasco maria34057
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I also feel like you describe dailystruggles..I cannot even stay focused to watch tv and my house once was clean and organized and now I Cannot even force my self into doing Anything, I don't get pleasure from anything..my brain feels like covered with a wet blanket and numb..Maria would you share the type of meds that helped You? I am currently on lexapro and doesnt seem to help..I wish you both the best and hope we all can heal from this scary uncontrollable condition! Take care..lecasco
Daylystruggles maria34057
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Hi
I think therapy is the best... medication alone cant be the only thing. I didn't really try medication becausi i hope for a good therapy. It's just not easy to find somebody who understands..
Daylystruggles Lecasco
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Yeah i know what you mean.. for me it's like my brain says everything is senseless because of the existencial thsughts...
maria34057 Lecasco
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Hi ! I took serodeps ..which have the substance of escitalopram...they really helped me...and now they gave me citalopram cause they are cheaper in the uk ...and I m thinking if I should start taking them or not..cause I heard there are not as good as escitalopram and I m scared they 're not gonna help me
ann55375 Daylystruggles
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