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I don't know exactly what's happening to me and it's hard to explain. Um, for the past two months, I began thinking that I have all of the mental illnesses that I have to a point that I couldn't able to function. I was scared that I have OCD, Anxiety disorder, delusional disorders and etc to a point that my anxiety went through the roof. I thought to myself that to get rid of anxiety and etc, I need to seperate between thoughts and feelings. I began to experiment with my feelings, and I began to have tremors, stress and pain that are connected to the good feelings in regards to sleep, day dreaming, sex and so on to a point that I couldn't do any of these things. I know that it may sounds odd or f****d up, but I feel like I have destroyed my mind and my nervous system. What could it be? Is it somatoform disorder or something? I just want my mind and my feelings to go the way they were. I'll give you an example. Yesterday, I was able to cry with tears and feelings like any normal human being. But then, some feeling or thought suggest that I couldn't be able to cry and what do you know? I couldn't able to cry. Not even a single tear or the feeling. I'm trying to force myself to cry but no good. I don't know what to do. Please, help me.
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