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So, if you have read my other discussion I spoke about how I got a job and I'm starting that tomorrow, but I don't feel any different.
I still feel like because of the mass of amount of people who are going to be there I'll get really costrophobic.
I'm still scared, the different types of people who are there, I feel like I'm going to get picked on or bullied like I have been throughout school and college.
When I try to breathe normally, by taking deep breathes I can't, I just get stuck and then panic.
Another really weird thing is, for some reason a guy who I met from the interview, asked me last night/this morning if I knew what this certain drug was, why? Is the warehouse I'm going to be working at secretly has drugs there?
I spoke to a perant about it, they said I CAN'T back out because I'll keep on doing it. But what do I do?!
I'm scared, petrified, worried, ah.
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