Still can't get over my Ex
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When I met my ex I came down with depression and anxiety literally from the start to the end. I was never myself lost loads of weight and basically was paranoid upset and couldn't handle the relationship.
It came out of nowhere and I really liked him I was looking for someone just like him and he said he felt a connection to me and could see himself falling in love with me.
Obviously these words play on my mind almost 24/7
I feel he's met a new girl whose perfect for him smarter than me has mor in common and prettier.
By no means am I going out of my way to keep a hold of him but I wake up and he's first thing I think about and the last thing I think about...does anyone have the same?
It's been 6 months and I'm still struggling
It annoys me how everyone around me is like oh just get over it which is fair enough or they say you still going on about it.
What I'm trying to say is I feel an injustice my sickness ruined something I would have quite preferred to have played out naturally if that had been the case.
I feel the pain I don't want to do the dating game again I just wanted to be happy
Am I stupid?
I feel nothing but annoyance and anger. Peope I care about are always taken away. I was close to my dad until I found out he had assaulted my sister for years.
I'm tired of being strong sometimes I think with most humans we reach that point where things just get too painful and being strong just feels like something I'm
Just doing in vain.
I can't help I still care a lot and I really wish I had another chance.
It came out of nowhere the moment we went on a date there it was the depression and anxiety kicked in.
I feel so much pain and sadness sometimes that I feel nothing for most days and tbh yeh I would rather die I would because it went too far this time.
I didn't want it to end but have to accept it as perusal bad things happen and I just have to accept it .
I'm 27 and I wanted to meet my soul mate I feel bad for even wanting that
He wasn't perfect but I can't let go
I'm nothing like his new squeeze who is perfect for him and that brings me so much sadness
I just wanted to be happy
I'm just tired of always having to put so much energy into life always something to lose or battle against
And it's just too much now
And nobody understands
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