Strange side effects or withdrawl?

I have had anxiety with panic attacks since I was a young kid.  I started self medicating with alcohol in my teens, was drinking a fifth a day to stay even in my 20s, and have been in good recovery for about 10 years. I am now 37.   I finally got on Prozac (60mg/day) about 10 years ago, with Lorazepam (.5 - 1mg) as needed, and things seemed to get better, but there was still some generalized anxiety and panic attacks every once in a great while, likely related in part to the alcoholism.  About 3 years ago I started self medicating again with massive amounts of Benzos every day.  Anywhere from 10 - 30mg of Ativan on a daily basis.  This became another addiction that was active for the last 3 years.  February 2018 I came clean with my doc.  He currently has me on 10mg/day Valium help with the benzo dependence/craving.  I have been following this instruction very well for about 2 months now.  Also on 60/mg Prozac, and 60 mg Cymbalta in hopes of finally squashing the anxiety issues and fight the desire to self medicate.  Been on this regiment for close to 2 months.  We worked up from 20 to 40 to 60mg Cymbalta over about a month.

Now My Concern  -  For the last week or so I have had very odd, either side effects, or simply anxiety issues.  I feel fine when I wake in the morning.  By mid-morning I am having a very hard time focusing my vision.  The best way I can describe it is like when you have drank too much and simply cant lock on to something in order to focus.  At times large words 10 feet in front of me may be hard to read. This will get better and worse throughout the day When I close my eyes there is no noticeable issue. There is anxiety with this for the fact that it is unpleasant, but it does not drive me into a panic, which kind-of makes me think the meds are helping.  I'd just like to know what is causing this, and if I should ride it out or ask the doc to lower my dosages.  Has anyone else had similar issues on any or all of these meds?  Is it at all normal to be taking 60mg Prozac AND 60mg Cymbalta at the same time?  Is this likely just the effect of no longer taking benzos in high dose every day?

My thought are that it's either

--Post acute withdraw from benzos. 

--Medication side effects.  (I never had side effects with Prozac alone)

--A new way anxiety is presenting itself in my life!

Any comments would be welcome.

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