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things are so hard lately and are only getting worse, been drinking more, cutting more, sleeping less, been taking tablets left right and centre, feel like giving up, why fight when I know I can't win?
Im my own worst enemy, been given help from CRHT who have been so kind to me and tried their best to help me, had daily visits for last 2 weeks but the last 2 days ive not been able to open the door or answer their calls, I know it's pathetic im just So scared, my anxiety is through the roof, it's so hard for me to see or talk to people, they will probably give up on me now!
Just wish I could i hide away for the rest of my life, or better still not be living! It's too frigging hard! How can I change this? How do I change me?
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