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Struggling badly

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mami5
mami5

So sorry, me again!

Been struggling with suicidal thoughts for so long now, and it's just getting worse.  Getting scared now.  Don't trust myself.  Was even looking at coffins yesterday.  Not been this bad before.  Thinking I should be prepared and start writing final letters.

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  • False_Hope
    False_Hope mami5

    Posted

    Sometimes... you just have to let things go... it's hard living with the past it has for me because it was the only thing which brought happiness and inspiration to my life. I blame depression on the lack of freedom, i mean just enclosed in such a small world... go to work, come home, cook, sleep, wash, clean... the list goes on. Sometimes people dont realise how much of a life there is if they looked at it from another perspective like save up money so you can go to your desired places and find a new future it really is a life out there if people want it. But there you go...
  • shyla95973
    shyla95973 mami5

    Posted

    my faith is what gets me through just remember when things get bad there is always hope for them to get betterand they do
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