Success on Citalopram😁
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I just wanted to feed back to you all how wonderful I am feeling week12 on citalopram 20 mg
This is my second time on this drug since 2013. With hindsight I should never really have come off it but stayed at a very low dose .
I spent hours..again ...researching the internet in the early stages. This time it took 6 weeks until I started to feel better. It had taken only 2 the first time
Yes I had all the side effects and felt much much worse whilst my brain waited to rewire itself in those initial weeks
It may not be the drug for everyone but it's worked wonders for me
So I just wanted to comfort and give empathy to those of you out there who are still on their journey
My path is now much straighter
Good luck all
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Birdsong gillian176
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Hi gillian, glad to hear it...I could have written this myself! I was on citalopram 20mg in 2013 for two years and had to go back on it last summer.... The side effects this time weren't as bad although it took six weeks for me to feel better, I feel good most of the time now and hope I can stay on the drug this time as it makes my life so much easier. I'm glad your having a positive outcome too.
gillian176 Birdsong
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Ha ha...It's fantastic to feel better isn't it. Life will always have its ups and downs but it's easier to cope isn't it. I was actually ok on the very low reduction dose I got down to in 2013. It was 6 weeks later I felt that I was slipping
this time when I do reduce ,if the gp says that, I may aim for lowest dose I can maintain on. Even if it's 5 mg. I should never have come off it
gillian176
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I just  wanted to post  that despite the day being grey and  cool outside I am still feeling really great at 13 weeks in
bit of a blip yesterday when I allowed silly intrusive thougts to  pull me Down but I realised it was my own thinking and dismissed it
actually I have bought a small SAd lamp which I do use for 45 min s each am whilst am waking up...I think I helpsÂ
have a great day everyone
life  really does get better.......
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nicola99452 gillian176
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That's good to hear. I'm on week 6 and still finding it very hard to get out of bed and motivate myself. Also negative thoughts keep taking over.
gillian176 nicola99452
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Hello nicola, I have just been speaking to my aunt of 89 who was on 10 mg alt days but is now in he early stages... 10 days..of going up to 20 mg daily
She said exactly the same thing
She can't get up out of bed and face the day
I said to her remember when you told me how wonderful life was when it was sorted before?
Yes she said
Well it will get good again
Stick with it
You will get there too
shane23112 nicola99452
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Hope things are looking up for you! SHANE
gillian176 shane23112
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Hi Shane
I am at week 15 Now and I did have bit of a blip last couple days when I thought oh oh am slipping back but I relived I was just letting my naughty half of the brain drift into things that upset me,
however I often feel tired these days to be honest. I can't remember if I was as bad before cit but is lot better to feel better than not! It's probably your body just adjusting . Mornings were worse for me too
you will improve. Trust me
sybs gillian176
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gillian176 sybs
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Oh dear I am sorry to hear that and I must Hilite my mental note to ring her again to see how she is
she has old age problems she always says. .....arthritis and mobility but she's grand at getting on with it but I think puts on a good show
i do hope you can find something that will help you get on with your day
she always says a phone call from me is a tonic so I must do that ...🤗A hug for you and well done for being internet savvy
sybs gillian176
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Twinnotes nicola99452
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I'm at 6 weeks too. Have not seen any improvement. Around week 4, I did think I was getting better, but here lately it's been back to the way it used to be before I started. I'm on 20mgs of cit. I'm trying to stick it out hoping it will get better. My morning are bad and I get things on my mind and can't get them off.
fernando_21 Twinnotes
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Hi. It took me a long time to see a big difference also. Week 4 and 5 were bad for me. I nearly quit and then week 6 noticed feeling better but still ups and downs. It wasn't til week 8 that morning anxiety went away and I felt back to my old self. I will say this. We still need to work on the anxiety. None of the meds 100% take it away. I was doing great and then bang I find out I'm losing my job and the anxiety has come back. Not the meds fault.
Suzidawn Twinnotes
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I just want to let you know it can take a long time. I am 3 mths on 20mg cit and really can only now say I'm nearly there. I've been increasingly feeling better each day since about 8 wks but the morning anxiety is always the big problem with the negative thoughts when you waken up but slowly I'm conquering it and I can now say that horrible anxious feeling has virtually gone. So hang in there. It will come good.
Twinnotes Suzidawn
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Thank you so much! I need the encouragement! I am going to hang in there!👍
Twinnotes fernando_21
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Thank you for your reply! I just want to feel like myself again. I'm hanging in there! Hopefully this will work! Maybe I should say, this WILL work!
gillian176 fernando_21
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Hi Fernando....did we not chat here a while back when things were really tough?
am pleased you have kept going
re anxiety ...it doesn't take it all away does it I so agree.
you just have to learn to ride the waves get up get out get going
not always easy I appreciate
gillian176 Twinnotes
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Tip of the day: when you wake, get up get going sort things go for a walk or work but don't allow intrusive thoughts to multiply in your waking head
Deep breaths help too
fernando_21 gillian176
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I so agree with Gillian. I've 2 books recommended by my therapist. Mind over Mood and The 5 Second Rule.
Basically we cannot allow our feelings, our emotions dictate our actions. We may not feel like getting out of bed, we may not feel like going for a walk or eating healthy but we need count down in our heads 5,4,3,2,1 and when we hit 1 get up and do what we need to do. It's hard. You won't like it at first but overtime it works. You retrain your brain by your actions. You can't think your way out of anxiety. You have to take action. Fake it till you become it.
Use your tools. The medicine will help it keeps you at a certain level. Therapist says the goal of medication is to reduce your symptoms by 60-80%. Cognitive behavior therapy gets us to the 100%. Remember anxiety is normal, we need it we can't be so heavily medicated that we are numb to it. The bad thing is when we allow it to control our actions. Remember thoughts are just that, thoughts. The brain is scared so it thanks we are in trouble and wants to protect us by gettomg our attention with scary intrusive negative thoughts. It's a safety mechanism we are not crazy. We need show our brain we are not in trouble, there's no tiger trying to eat us, and they only way to do that along with the medicine is by getting up and moving forward. Even if it's very slow. One day one minute one action at a time and you will get there. Believe in yourself. Good luck!!
Suzidawn fernando_21
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gillian176 fernando_21
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Well said 👏
mrs_susan74280 nicola99452
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HI just wondering how you getting g on, I am haveing negativethoughts too, only on 10mg
lorraine90511 Twinnotes
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hello can i join this chat and support eachother please? im on day 6 on increasing citalopram.
Thank you
lorraine90511 fernando_21
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beautiful words x