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Ive had anxiety all my life on and off. the last couple years I have been completely anxiety free though. I was feeling good and living my life like every other person. The last couple months have been very stressfull for me (ex boyfriend harassing me and calling me names, dad being agressive towards me, friend ditching me out of nowhere) and out of the blue one night it was like a switch went off in my brain or something and my perception and feeling towards everything was different. I was watching a tv show at that moment that I normally love, and it suddenly had a gloomy dark vibe to it. demonic almost. In the first week of this, I experienced loss of appetite, nausea, gagging, shaky hands, hot flashes. Its the most horrific feeling ive ever felt and it doesnt seem to be going away which worries me alot, its been almost a month now and I just want to feel normal again, being able to feel the way I did before. ive had very bad anxiety in the past and dp but that was nothing and completely different compared to this awful feeling. Im really desperate to know whats going on with me, could it be just anxiety (I dont really think it is though) or pre psychosis, some form of dp, schizophrenia, or something purely neurological? im scared to death that this is gonna be permanent, I just want my life back.. please help me.
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