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I am 27 yrs old. I am suffering from depression and anxiety for very long time. No medication at all. I feel all alone. Once I thought about suicide...family issues, being treated like I cant do anything right.. And so on.. I was in college back then when I thought about it. But I can control myself back those miserable years. I made myself extremely busy that My body could almost give up.
Now, It is coming back...but worst. I was in the bathroom last night and I have my medicine with me. I was thinking about getting overdose myself but my baby suddenly cried that caught my attention. Everytime I think about suicide, I wanna do it. But it breaks my heart to see my son growing up without me. I dont want to hurt him. I dont want to end up hurting him. My partner didnt really give attention about this issue and that makes me feel sad, depressed, alone..... I feel unlove. And there are so many issues between us. I tried to be strong but I am so exhausted. I feel worthless.
Now I just want to die. I wanna disappear.
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