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Hi everyone, not been on here for a while as my anxiety has been really bad re my fast heart rate svt...
What really worries me is i'm on 240mgs of verapamil in the morning and 120mg in the evening ang my heart rate is still fast! Don' know if verapamil slows down an axious heart!?
I am now waiting for an appointment for an ablation (ended up going private as waiting times were so long) This svt has ruined my life since the 30th of October 2015 when I had my first attack caught on ecg ( I personally think I have suffered from this for as long as I can remember.
I won't go on holiday, I'm off work, basically I won't go far from my home or local hospital... Couldn't tell you how many times i've made my way down and waited outside and monitered my heart rate to see if it comes down to save me going in...
Now terrified at the thought of the ablation! But surely it can't be worse than going trough this!?
To be honest i'm now becoming more afraid of living my life with this than dying as I feel it's ruining not just my life but my families also.
I can't even remember what it's like to be "Normal" anymore
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