Talking against my will is causing constipation and/or blood in stool

Sometimes i get a strange sensation in my mind and gut that only goes away after prolonged periods of social unresponsiveness.

If however if i am forced to talk to someone during this time the next time i have bowel movement is usually time consuming, and contains blood.

An example would be, say, i am chilling at a park and i am sitting on a bench and there is a stranger on the opposite side of the bench. I will be on reddit or watching youtube or something and after a few minutes i finish the video i am watching. I look around and realize the person is gone but left his speakers on the bench.

I am thinking he will probably return shortly to get it, when a few moments later, another stranger comes, snatches the speaker and runs off with it. A few moments after THAT the original stranger (and owner of the speakers) comes back and realizes its gone.

"Did you see what happened to my speakers?" He asks

Now at this point most people would be fine and give the "yeah some dude with long hair in an orange shirt took it and ran off in that direction". But i have the sensation i mentioned that only goes away with prolonged unresponsiveness. So i dont say anything.

The stranger (owner of the speakers) presses further; "YO DID YOU SEE ANYTHING?" (now hes getting aggressive). I continue to be unresponsive. The stranger is getting suspiscious. "Yo did you take my speakers?"

I now understand the situation is escallating and he is now coming closer to me. I continue to be unresponsive for the sake of my health. I am not bleeding the next time i take a dump just because someone else was careless with their belongings.

I look up and now am staring at him in the eyes, still not saying a word. "Yo... you got a problem?" He asks. I continue to stare and not respond hoping hed get hint i am not in the mood to talk. He obviously doesnt. Clearly he was raised with the custom that when someone says "hi how are you doing" you reply "good how are you" back and that if you dont comply with this oppressive tradition you are labelled as rude.

I go bqck to watching videos when he walks up and flips my baseball cap on the ground. I knock him out on the spot. A few days later apparantly i am back at the park and the guy is there again. He has misinformed his friends that i had stolen his speakers and knocked him out.

I clarify that what happened to his speakers and that i had punched him in response to him flipping my hat off. They ask why i couldnt just say "i didnt do it" a few days ago and i explain to them my internal process, the constipation, the unresponsiveness, etc and that i could not SAY A WORD WHENEVER I GET THIS SENSATION. NOT A WORD

Being the apes they were they tell me that not a single one of them has ever encountered an indovidual like me. They dont believe my explanation, still think i stole the speakers, punched their friend for no reason, then proceed to jump me. They then lecture me as im laying on the ground that its rude to ignore people. I tell them that everyone has the right to respond or not respond however they want and THEY ARE ACTUALLY the rude/inconsiderate/entitled ones for DEMANDING RESPONSIVENESS. This posses them off further and they kick me a few more times before spitting on me and leaving

Ill eventually gather up my own group and get them back for that eventually, but is there anything i could do anything about this condition in the mean time? I have been like this all my life and my family is just as ignorant as these apes. They constantly demand responsiveness.

I live in north america and i dont know what it is with the culture here but a lot of the (uneducated) people here always assume my unresponsiveness is rude and spread rumours in the community about my "rudeness". A few also call me weird and assume my lack of talking is me trying to hide something. "He never talks to anyone". "I dont know how to talk to him." "He ignored me when i said good morning today". Holy its so iriitating

Everyday i have to choose between my health vs avoiding misunderstanding but i am f*****g sick of explaining myself repeatedly only to have these apeheads not understand ANYWAYS

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