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I'm posting here today as I'm guessing I kind of want to vent and also leave behind some sort of message. Today I plan on ending it all. I've split up with my boyfriend who i've been with for a year and who doesn't care about me any more. The depression has ruined everything. I have no where to live now as I gave up my house to move in with him. The NHS have let me down countless of times. Unless you have money to afford a private psychiatrist then you have to live in misery and be on long waiting lists by which time it is always too late. I'm going to travel a couple of hundred miles shortly to my final destination and I do feel bad for the people that have to deal with everything after i'm gone but at the end of the day no one has to live my life but me and there is only so many times I can go to the doctors and ask for help, only to be turned away with more drugs or the promise of an appointment with a psychiatrist.
I hope you all find your happy ending and that the medication and therapy helps you x
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