The fear of SCA ( Sudden Cardiac Arrest ) controling my life still.
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Why does this irrational fear have to exist? I keep on asking myself this over and over. This fear controls my life, it owns me. No matter where I am at now, or what I am doing, I still feel like my heart could stop at any moment. The doctors say that my heart is healthy. They have done a 30 day monitor, echocardiogram,ekg,ecg, CAT scan, and countless blood tests. I am so scared now. They say my heart is healthy but I still am worried about it constantly. They say that there is no need for a stress test, but why do I keep on having ches pain? I am sure they have mised something and no one believes me anymore. Not even my parents. They have put it to just Anxiety now, and I am afraid of dying at any moment. I can't deal with this anymore. I am only 14 year olds, and I can't find peace anywhere I go. I now currently have all 0 percents in my classes because I just can't go to school anymore. Someone, please, I am going insane. Why did this fear come out of the blue? Why now? I want to live my normal life again and I am depserate to escape this endless loop of hell.
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hey ive been feeling this like crazy, fearing my hearts gonna stop out of nowhere and constantly making sure im somewhere where someone will see me or be able to hear me, whats worst is its been branching out now to my mum, im constantly turning off my music or trying ti listen if shes still breathing at night, constantly texting her to make sure she responds. how do you deal with fear of SCA. if you have